the other night for broadway and, like, everybody who was famous was there, you know, from andrew lloyd webberng next to, behind anna wintour and that environment for me as a kid was just... if i could have brought my autograph book, i would have. and i was in awe, always, and until, like, not too long ago, sort of at the lower and looked up to them as successful because of their talent. attributed to myself. says the woman who went to princeton. yeah, that's the crazy piece, right? and i walked around, not with any type of arrogance or anything like that, with a comfort and could walk up to people, introduce myself or say hi. knew most of them or had met them before. and i went back and i sat down and i said to the friend who was with me, i said, "i think i finally understand all of this." to not be intimidated and love their talent. i don't have to be... have never been jealous. i've been intimidated. scared that i'm not good enough. it's not even envy. and i can be good enough. i'm as good as whatever i used to hold up on a pedestal. and you know, that took decades. i don't feel like a frau