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i really, i had no ambition. i did not know what i wanted to do, i did everything from oysters, i was a hostess, bartender, waitress, i painted houses, i sold vacuum cleaners -- i had no idea. i thought i would settle on some job and i would make enough money to pay my rent, maybe have basic cable, maybe not. i did not really have a plan. by the time i was your age, i really thought i knew who i was. when i was your age, i was dating men. [laughter] ellen: what i am saying is when you are older, most of you will be gay. [laughter] ellen: anyone writing this stuff down? parents? [laughter] anyway, i had no idea what i wanted to do with my life and the way i ended up on this path was from a very tragic event. maybe 19 and my girl at a carme was killed in accident. i passed the accident, i did not know with her, and i kept going. i found out shortly after that it was her. i was living in a basement apartment, i had no money, had heat, i had a mattress on the floor, and my apartment was infested with fleas. why is she

so i had to bail out. and here we are doing -- we were doing about 400 miles an hour because we'd pushed everything to the wall. so i said to myself remember now out of ten months -- nine months of training not one minute on how to bail out. so you rise to the occasion. pull back on a stick, get some goddamn altitude, and as you go up you reach down on the left side, there's a little wheel that you rotate for nose down. as you turn the stick loose, your nose goes down. pull that sucker up anyway, and as you get up -- i don't know how the hell i got up, all i know it got pretty warm and i had to get out. so as you're going up, you reach out and pull the knob and the goddamn canopy goes off, you get up so high -- i don't know how high but i got kind of warm so i said it's time to go and turned the stick loose. and when you do, what happens to the nose, boom, abruptly. and as the tail dropped you had straps here with a big buckle, and you hit that buckle so the goddamn straps come loose. boom, i come out. i re

had to be submitted. his platoon sergeant was wounded. i have photos of him. and i had captions. ears, i tracked down the platoon sergeant, and i had a picture of him standing next to a tree, where he was wounded in the stomach. and i actually located the guy, and he lived 45 minutes from me, and we didn't know that. so i found most of his members, that was with us that day, and we still, we still get together. and i got wounded about a half hour after that. and at nighttime, we couldn't film, and like i said, we were fighting until 2:00 a.m. in the morning. and i picked up a weapon that night, and used it. dick, why don't you tell them a little bit about your experience. [ applause ] >> like 1.8 million men in our generation, i got drafted. i was 23. can we go to the next picture. >> yes, go ahead. >> there it is. sorry, i didn't realize i had to do that. 1.8 million men in our generation, i got drafted. i was 23. i had just seen my first pictures published in national geographic magazine. my dream was to be a photojournalist. so after basic training, when the orders came in, ass

i had seven children when i was 25. i almost died when i had a miscarriage at a catholic hospital. i went through false allegations with cps. i remember sitting in the training and i cried during that training. they had to stop because i was weeping. it resonated with me in my spirit. so i'm here to fight for that every day. >> there is a part of this you're involved in, the inter sexuality of these. we made the mistake of almost putting the disability community separate from the rest of us. >> we walk among you. >> yes, you do. you do. i learned that. >> one of the things that it makes it easier for me to talk about the intersections between access to health care and the disability community and how we disproportionally get bad care and put race on top of that and class on top of that and where you live on top of that, you're talking about just multiple barriers and multiple oppressions. one of the things i talk about is how hard it is for disabled people to access abortion care because abortion care is not built for people with disabilities, right? a hoya lift to get people on a t

i had to take this information and create something with it. of course, i wanted to capture but i also wanted to clearly place her on a within theatform and national conversations about equality. , kind of like what dr. dawson said, so many people have not heard of her, and she really was for a heart of her ahead of her time. i began to review her images -- as a sculptor, you try to capture various details -- trying to decide how old she would be, what level of success should have, how we would convey her to the world and tell her story. i kept going back to the iconic image of her standing on the capitol steps and holding the washington post newspaper, which i have to think was not an accident. reporter, i think maybe with the new york times, i was told that the washington post did not hire black reporters at the time. nod to herge is a accomplishments, but it is also an example of more steps she had to climb, an example that more work was needed to be done. so that is what i kept coming back to. so then i looked at her posture and her stance i

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i bet i had that book memorized. so when i was 16 years old, i was a soda jerk and i managed to save up $35. i had my uncle take me out to chamb chamberlain and i said i want to take flying lessons and they said that will get you five. i got the five on a little tail dragger. i don't know if you do or not, as long as you are, you don't see j-3s flying very often, but never the less that's the way it was. no more money, and no more flying lessons. and of course in 1941 we know the war started, keep in mind back in those die days, after president roast velt decided to tra train, the first class was started in july in 1941, they wanted people to have some college experience. but it didn't take long before they just about wiped out all of the guys with college experience and they said we'll open it up for you high school kids if you can pass the physical, pass the physical and mental exams we'll talk you in. so at 17 years of age i graduated from high school, june 42, i went be bopping down to the local recruitment statio

i knew i had to do something. i decided to run for congress. [cheering and applause] congresswoman underwood: i always wanted to help people. as a kid, after i was diagnosed, i got to see a lot great nurses in action who did so much to help me and because of that, i had this idea early on that i wanted to grow up and be just like them. i did eventually go to nursing school at the university of michigan and later, when i was earning my masters at jon hopkins, i made a friend who was working on a masters in public health. my friend became lieutenant commander in the u.s. public health commission core and an epidemiologist, working to investigate and eliminate health disparities. in 2017 just as i was serving the last few days of the obama administration, my friend gave birth to her beautiful daughter, and three weeks after that, she collapsed and passed away from complications from high blood pressure related to her pregnancy. she was 36 years old. was a wake-upath call and a reminder of how devastating and pervasive disparities are that women of

i liked flying. we had a good time. but i also recognize that the air force needs people-- crew chiefs that we had, it has the same appreciation for dedication to a subject. he used to walk over to me and say where we going today? when i came back he said what did you do? >>-- a lot of things. this young man down there, i watched him do it. i was right behind him. [ laughter ] >> please remain seated. >> thank you very much for really one of the highlights not only of our day, but i suspect the highlights of our lives in meeting, listening to not just american heroes. they are real heroes that have stood up, taking responsibility for themselves and others. on behalf of a former air force guy who is not a pilot, i want to express my appreciation for your leadership, for the example that you accept briefly, and for your dedication. thank you very much. [ applause ] >>> with that ladies and gentlemen, please be seated. i'd like to introduce again, mr. jim roberts, president and founder of the american veterans center for a

i had a little bit of savings. that into hundreds of thousands of dollars and then put the money on a property in idaho. and i realized around that time that we didn't have much competition. so, i took whatever money i had and went to peru and bolivia and mexico and i would put down options on these properties. after a certain time, i found i had as interesting a portfolio of option properties as any existing silver company. i knew even though i wasn't ready for prime time. , even though the story was a little bit flaky and delusional, a new york type with no background in engineering or geology starting a mining company, i kept it low-key, but i was introduced to george soros. he and his brother paul invested in me. david: how old were you? thomas: i was 32, 33. david: you were married then? thomas: i was engaged. david: did your fiancee say what do you do for a living? thomas: she was instrumental in the entire process. when i had the vision of buying silver mines, it was in the middle of the night and she was at

i had a lot of close shaves on the in iwo jima. i was disappointed -- i think they did some on that island and the mountain didn't look so rough this time. the same morning we had is that is the first time with the japanese on the other side and us on this side. there was one japanese carrying a machine and that bothered me a lot. i got over it as we had our lunch there and then after all of the talks i didn't understand what they were saying but i know what our side said. i am kind of getting over my attitude towards the japanese and i figure this will heal my nightmares and all of those things that i suffer. i have a broken big toe because i have had nightmares and a good thing i was laying a way for my wife because i kicked the wall and busted my big toe. i went to the hospital and they told me i'm too old to fix it to let it be the way it will be. that is -- i am glad to be here and sharing with you my story. i am going to thank you right away for the chow. >> just because i know you just met these people but started on this jou

i had guam and then here, so that's my third one. so i know what i was getting into, what was expected of me as a code talker. and one of the significant things, after we were about to leave the island, they called a certain number of marines that you're going back to your camp. then they had a replacement. from there, the other code talkers that i was with carried on. and at the time that we arrived, this is what the first time that i ever rode in an airplane. we got aboard an airplane from there and flew back to guam here. i was out there on the ocean several miles, nautical miles out there. so today i see i actually know what direction i was on. i was on one of those big gunships. maybe it was a cruiser that i was on before landing. of course there was special troops, marines. they cleared the coastline here for mines and stuff like that. any traps that were made for us. they did it early in the morning and at night. it's an experience that there has been a lot of improvement. and as we see some of the la landing, here it says u.s.

i had to leave. tired, we don't have enough money, i prefer to cry here and fight for my country than to be in my house. there have been called to the streets by the opposition leader, juan guaido was up he has called for the daily protests and elisas that is free. —— venezuela. everything that we have done have brought us here. protest to work, they listen to us. he declared himself interim leader injanuary and has been recognised by than 50 countries including the us and most of latin america. but mr madero, backed by russia, china and the top of the country ‘s military has refused to concede leadership to his rival. fist pumps from his supporters and a warning to those who he says i try to oust him in a coup. they keep fleeing and other security bodies are going after the ca ptu re. security bodies are going after the capture. they are looking for those responsible for the attempted coup who are now isolated, alone and have defeated. the us has once again reiterated support for juan defeated. the u

i had a good childhood. y: you get pregnant at 15 years old, and your mom suspected it, and she came to you and said what? >> she asked me if i was mr. president. if i was pregnant. i told her, yes. it was a very hurtful thing for my parents, because they really trusted me. they decided that it was a good thing for me to be married. apparently, they asked him, and he said yes, but no one asked me if i wanted to be married. so i found out that i was getting married three days after my mother discovered i was pregnant. ainsley: how did you feel about that? >> i tried to run away. i told my older sister, and she told my mother, and she said -- she sent my brother back home to make sure i didn't get away. ainsley: how many children? >> we had five. we were married for 19 years. ainsley: and then he had an a affair. >> he had many affairs -- [laughter] during the time of our marriage. i think that probably after the first year my husband continued to live. he was young too. he was older than me, but he was still y

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i had a dislocated hip. broken elbow. and i had a compound fracture on my right leg. them transferring me from the hospital to the jail, but i was released from jail because they couldn't keep me due to my injuries so i was home almost a year before the trial. and when i went home, i continued to drink. i drank every day. it did not ever occur to me, you know, to stop drinking. >> you got a dad, you got a mom, you got a baby sister, you got a young woman in a wheelchair. why do you want to sit across from all that pain? >> there was -- i've always wanted to meet ashlee, and i know i'm unworthy of forgiveness. i knew that i was an alcoholic, and i really didn't care. i actually thought that i drove better when i was drunk. >> i have heard her story of why this happened. the drugs and alcohol taking over. but, i mean, is that an excuse? is that what you're going to tell me? is that -- is that why this happened? i guess we'll see. last year, the department of veteran's affairs partnered with t-mobile for business, to help care for veterans everywhere. with va video connec

i thought i had done well. i'm not saying that the president's greatest virtue is not patience, but he is prompt. which reminds me i need to stop , talking and move on. i do want to tell you, in all sincerity, that the four years i spent at camp david was the absolute highlight of my entire 35 years of ordained ministry. nothing else has ever come close to it. i don't know if there will ever be anything that can top the fact that i had the privilege of serving our nation in the military and especially, the privilege that i had for four years of serving the president and their family, especially during a time of great turmoil and war. in the chapel at camp david. and for those experiences, mr. president, i thank you. [applause] ken: now you know that you've already heard, but would you welcome me and join me in welcoming our guests, stuart mclaurin, the president of the white house historical association, joshua bolten, his chief of staff, endure a lot of those worship services. rear admiral michael gorgione, a f

i had allowed. somebody is a storage area mine and the police found it and they came after me i ended up literally holding the bag. i knew nothing about the criminal justice system you know here i was this middle class. career never even a parking ticket and it was quite a surprise when i went to court and i had that kind of time marijuana. and i was charged with possession of marijuana with the intent to distribute and i got a conspiracy to murder i received a total of fifty five year prison sentence the judge suspended all but the six i was fortunate enough. to make the first parole and i actually served. acts in prison fourteen months on the moon. is the cards that we've put in with the messages and asked the families to respond so we've gotten some really good responses and this one was three fam up three members of the family viewed it . and we ask what were the ages of the children who saw it she quit just want to put sex. she says an extremely meaningful for the daughter of the mother who was

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>> oh, my gosh, shooting that movie i had never been in a movie before so, i had no idea, you know, ine "weekend update." >> some behind-the-scenes secrets. first, lindsay lohan and rachel mcadams could have had each other's roles. >> what is happening to the world? >> but after "freaky friday" the filmmakers didn't think fans would accept her as a villain. >> the casting is perfect. i'm really excited. >> rachel needed to go blonde but she couldn't fully bleach it, so that was a wig. >> i just thought that was very regina, long blonde barbie hair. >> amanda seyfried also tasted for regina. but was a better fit as karen. >> you're so skinny. shut up! >> amanda was just 17. check out her total teen reacti >> yeah, it is. yeah. >> i'm not like a regular mom. i'm a cool mom, right, regina? >> please stop talking. >> amy poehler played regina's mom, but she was only seven years older in real life. and james franco was once considered for jonathan bennett's part. >> well, cool. >> jonathan! >> he's so funny. >> it wouldn't have been the same without him. >>> do you know what mean girls wer

i had the depression and i had the sexual dysfunction, i had psychosis, psychotic symptoms, suicidal thoughts, you know, i had high hopes, you know, of getting a career and completing uni and now i'm just kind of at home, yeah, and it's not good. most people have a positive experience on the drug, with many saying it helps their mental health by improving their acne. we'll be hearing both perspectives. what next for brexit? after six weeks, the talks between labour and the conservatives aimed at reaching a compromise deal are to stop, despite not reaching any agreement. taiwan's parliament has voted to legalise same—sex marriage — a first for a region where gay rights have often lagged behind. hello, welcome to the programme. we're live until 11 this morning. we've already had lots of tweets and emails about our report on the acne drug roaccutane. david on twitter: "my son suffered from very bad acne and was at his lowest ebb when he was prescribed these drugs. six months later he was acne—free and a different person, they literally changed his life and i'm not sure what we would hav

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and when i got into therapy, i had to start learning how to be a man. i didn't have any lessons. >> reporter: being listened to in therapy helped him listen more on air. >> yes, millions of people were listening to me on the radio. but i was telling stories. i'm primarily being funny and provocative for my audience. but i never really had been in a room alone with a man where he heard me and listened to me. the first session i went in, i'm sitting there, and i'm doing some of the best radio routines i've ever done, i'm doing impressions of my mother, of my father. >> reporter: you're going to be the best patient. >> the best patient, because i got to be loved. and he turned to me, and he goes none of this is funny, and i was like hey, i did this for a living. he goes, why don't you get real with me. some of what you're telling me sounds very sad but you're laughing at it. this was mind blowing to me. nobody had ever said that to me, and i'd never had a real conversation like that before. and as the years went by, i got more and more turned on by being li

at one of the lessons, i mentioned to him that i had run into an old school made ours, lisa downs. d i was telling him what a genuinely kind and wonderful person she is. and i may have encouraged him to call her. and apparently, he did. and it is my great privilege to introduce that sweet, kind and wonderful lady to you now. lisa bullock. [applause] >> that was impressive, julie, i have notes! [laughter] i have the pleasure of introducing, steve today. i'm filled with two emotions. gratitude and hope. thank you, julie, where did you go? there you are! for bringing steve and me together, for allowing us to gather in your classroom today. and for using your gifts and talents to teach and to make a meaningful difference in the lives of kids, including caroline. and congratulations on being nominated i do not know how many times, for being a distinguished educator. thank you. thank you to the principal, there you are, thank you! [laughter] for allowing us together in your school. i know that you have the opportunity to take an administrative position and thank you for decided to follow

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everything's gone." >> and i looked at his face and he had been crying. i could tell he had tears. cheeks were wet. and he said we lost everything. >> i was the one that was saying, you know, it's gonna be good. it's gonna be fine. you know, i've lived through 20 of these. i'm the man of the house. you know? and what decision did i make that was the wrong decision? i shoulda started sooner to try and get the horses out. i left. you don't realize what it feels like to leave something behind. something -- a living being behind. >> and at that point all i cared about was that he was okay. but right on the heels of that thought was, "we have to get out of here now. it is not safe." >> there was this glow coming over the mountain. it was like seeing something from -- from "the hobbit" or something. it was just like the armies are marching and they're coming over the hills. and i just grabbed my mom and i said -- she didn't even put up a fight. when i told her "we gotta go," she said, "okay." and i threw her in the car and we just bolted out of there. >> coming up -- in peril and in pani

part of my life was i had no money and no time and then i had no money at immediate no time anymore and i have the money but absolutely no time so it means i didn't see anything of the world if i see a city and i see the stadium and the hotel and the street we drive the bus that's it so that's the most precious yeah i'm one i mean i'm a pretty. pretty famous rather than whole face so i cannot go to a lot of places with dog so i think that was the fault makes a problem for me because i most of the time tyo prove i'm not working so but it's like this when i hope for the day when i'm long enough out of the business people don't recognize me the streets anymore and then i go and see the world that's a plan actually to go with the song if the boys and branch of want to try as they're going to have no problem but that's it. thank you very much but. did you know kick off is now on you tube with the world of football. squad north of mexico. to read we travel the world and really feel how high places are run i'm going to say no. i never called so i just guess i am pretty serious. it's going t

it's a bit boring to watch on track i had to be honest, i am very proud to witness it though, it was mance from a strong team. a rest day on friday and qualifying and another practise session on saturday, looks like great apes —— mercedes had an advantage, but you never know what can happen. the first leg of the scottish premiership play—off final between dundee united and st mirren ended in a goalless draw. it was a fast paced and physical match though at tannadice with a few chances but somehow no goals. united came close twice almost winning it in the dying seconds, only for the keeper to help scramble it clear. st mirren are looking to stay in the premiership after finishing second to last this season while united were the championship runners up and are keen to get back in the top flight after 3 years away. it'll now be decided in the second leg on sunday in paisley. britain's katie swan is one win away from the main draw of the french open — which starts next week. she's through to the final round of qualifying, hoping to reach herfirst grand slam main draw outside wimbledon. if

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i had that kind of time marijuana. and i was charged with possession of marijuana with the intent to distribute money going to conspiracy to murder i received a total of fifty five year prison sentence the judge suspended all but six i was fortunate enough. to make the first parole and i actually served in prison fourteen months. is the cards that we've put in with the messages and asked the families to respond so we've gotten some really good responses and this one was three fem up three members of the family viewed it . and we ask what were the ages of the children who saw it should put just want to put six she says an extremely meaningful for the daughter of the mother who is a good. are separated she loved that. we all did. and this one said our what in the message you mean to your family to know their family was ok that's a huge part these children want to know that their families have had their mom or dad say ok. this is the sole shoulders they need to go no it's been three years either of you seen. this show salu

i would pick up and use on the way home. ijust hadeeling guilt, shame, remorse. i went to one of those meetings and i listened. for the first time in my life i think ijust kind of thought if everyone in this room has got this freedom... you know they all had bright, smiling faces. there were mums talking about how they were present for their kids. and i was like, i want that. the only option really was to go into a private rehab. so i found somewhere quite local so i could see the kids at weekends. i came out of treatment and ijust threw myself into recovery and slowly, slowly life got better. all those years i'd just been a burden to my family, i was finally able to make a dent on repaying some of that. two of my best friends literally climbed on the bin to get to my bedroom window. banged on the window and about four or five people marched in my house. and they went, that's it, it's got to stop. and that was the start of my recovery. to the point where eventually i was able to hold my head up high and say yeah, i did have a cocaine

i had what i consider an ideal a child. at some point when i'm in college i mean guy that works for southwest times record the newspaper there in fort smith arkansas and he asked me if i would be a subject for him to go out and take some modeling photos we went to like several locations and he instilled in me that i really ought to pursue a modeling career consider it my mother says to to get you know any roster and to dallas my gosh no you know mom wants us but she thinking was she going to do it so i think she's going to model so i created a little portfolio. when i went to dallas that i could show to the modeling agencies sandy it was well read well traveled well educated graduated stanford law school i had gone to princeton theology school so it was it was very appealing to be around somebody who i was frankly very impressed with and so fascinated with and eight months later we were getting married at the dallas arboretum and all of our family and friends were there and it was at that point seemed like a dream come true

i had paced myself for 6.15. was quite open. i got to the 25 k when the ca rs we re open. i got to the 25 k when the cars were passing me and i had already lost my pace ahead of me. i then started to run with the seven paces but i was then sprayed by one of the passing cars. with what? it was a of the passing cars. with what? it was a full on spray shot which hit my set. and all down the back of me. i laughed at the time —— it hit my foot. inaudible. we are losing the signal but i've got some messages. dave says, i was in liz ayres marathon group and i was hit by a truck, sprayed and sent the wrong way twice. i'm now off work for three weeks. please thank liz ayres for all her hard work. another viewer says, it reminds me of the timei viewer says, it reminds me of the time i took part in a half marathon. when i crossed the finishing line, i was told by a race official that wearing a decent bra might help. it was deeply unpleasant. how do you respond to dave saying he was hit by a truck, sprayed, said the wrong way

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some of you may know from my the outside" had i was 18 i had a very bad break a very mean boy. going to find ot love because i too committed to things.her i possibly said inappropriate things back to him. i don't remember. but i remember i was going to going owe i was control the world and make his life very, very difficult. and so i took myself to the computer lab at spellman college. thank you. this is back in 1992. so when i turned on the computer, i did not log on to the internet. lotus 1, 2, 3. i typed out all things i wanted to accomplish for 40 years. mayor of atlanta. i wanted to be some where near oprah. i wanted to be a writer. i knew the way i can get these things done is write it down. enned my spread sheet my his lt olum tends to precious, i've erased things and i had no d realized ing about.i was talk i was trying to prepare to succeed. that what i want to talk to you about today. you don't have to plan your life the way i did. epare to succeed by knowingwhat we believe, what we want, and knowing sometimes, it might in the work. what you need to know believe. our a

and ifelt that i had upheld my end of the bargain with nasa, i did not feel like i owed nasa anythinge anything. but any regrets at all that you did not pursue that opportunity? sure, sure, but, you know, my luck had ended and this was the time for it and yeah, sure, but did i look back and when my good, good friend, gene cernan stepped out onto the lunar surface, did i feel a sense of green envy? no. did you think, that could have been me? i maybe thought that, but i wasn't green with envy or anything like that. it was not a strong feeling, no. i made my decision, i was happy with my decision, i was now living in washington, dc with a decentjob, my wife, my family situation was good, so i had no cause for any great regret. as you say, you, for a while, were the director of the air and space museum. you stayed very closely tied to the world of space exploration, you have watched nasa at close quarters. do you think after the apollo programme was wound up, do you think nasa, in a sense, lost its way? the development of the space shuttle, those missions to the space station, space lab,

i just had to deal with it. wanted her to be proud of me. >> it makes me think, the whole thing about trauma, it makes me think of all the people who -- it makes me so much more empathetic to other people because there's all these people who have all had trauma who have not been able to afford psychotherapy or any form of therapy who have not addressed any of this stuff. >> that's what's disturbing. i sometimes sit there in therapy and i go thank goodness i could afford this wonderful doctor who has spent his life really making sure he's a good psychotherapist. he puts his narcissism aside. you know, i was sitting in a psychotherapist's office and i said to him, the reason for this book is really you. he goes, now you're going to give me the book, it's not you, it's me. i interviewed those people. he goes, no. i said no, i want to dedicate the book to you. he goes, why would you do that? here was a man showing me he could put aside his own narcissism, sure, it would have been very flattering but it would have be

i feel scared and athletes wish i had all the time and. i don't have papers so i have to always be on the lookout for the police i don't want to be sent to jail for several months. but in athens unaccompanied minors feel they are closer to their go they don't want to wait anymore and don't trust the legal family reunification process they are however kept updated about their applications by ngo employees who meet them on officially and in case the legal family reunification process doesn't get them out of greece they can always turn to the many smugglers in athens who sell fake passports to children or offer to smuggle them out via new illegal routes. the key meeting point is victoria square in the heart of athens for these children the square is a dangerous waiting room for going further north. yeah . there's an old man who lives by victoria square he's a foreigner with a greek passport he approached my friend in me once and said i'll give you money if you come home with me. so. we pushed him off and ran away. the 1st no had i was on my wa

i had very little support from within the foreign office at an official level i had a fair amount of personal messages of support from other ambassadors but not. and the other colleagues in similar positions in the world there would have been many colleagues in the same position of and the world but nobody else seemed willing to put their career on the line about it in the way that i was willing to do so then you two very unusual step but still within the realms of proper foreign office behavior you made that open public criticism of the. judicial system was as bad as style and various other aspects that were going on and you did that as the ambassador and you cleared just through the front office. to get clear. that was quite hard work to get it cleared i decided that we had to go public on the human rights abuses but workers including one instance of that of a gentleman being boiled to death he was boiled alive literally and i've got pathological proof of that from the university of glasgow institute of pathology so i decided we needed to go public and i went through both parts of

i had never heard of this woman. but in retrospect, it really was not uncommon that we have a lot of unsung african-american women in many different fields. i was intrigued. so those in russellville, particularly in the history of russellville, we got together to try to figure out things we could do to celebrate this woman. one other things was had an exhibit at kentucky state university historical hbcu in franklin, kentucky. it received a lot of publicity, so people started to talk about dunnigan, this book that was written a long time ago. it was amazing to learn all the things about her. dunnigan worked for not one, not two, not three, but four united states presidents. she covered more of the civil rights movement then anyone in her era. she was phenomenal. now, thinking about preparing to come here, i was listening to the radio, i still like to listen to the radio sometimes, but i was listening and there was all this controversy about wikileaks and all these different things. the reporters were in a debate and on

i had to learn to walk again. t like i'd run a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath, sweating. it was only about five steps. the hand, i think the progress is a lot slower with my hand. that's been reconstructed ? it's been reconstructed, yes. there's still a lot of numbness in it, and nerve damage. taking part in the great manchester run has given you a goal, has it? for training? yes, it's let me look further into the future than i normally do. and it's the start of the charity, the launch of the charity, so it's all good and positive. a charity needs to be there to help victims of terrorism. there's no help. do you feel let down, lisa? yeah. by the government, definitely. it was offered — £5,500 each for the death of saffie. through the compensation scheme? through the compensation scheme, that's the maximum. it's a complete insult. taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel, do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional, not just for me, for all of us that's walking. but it's

and so i had to read my own story. was made out to anne tyler. so i called a friend and i said, "what do i do? and she said, "has tt never happened to you before?" you sign "anne tyler," you sign "anne beattie" and you deposit [ laughter ] >> seth: and it worked >> i didn't starve that month. [ applause ] >> seth: this is anne beattie, everyone i want to make that very clear anne beattie [ cheers and applause thank you so much for being here "a wonderful stroke of luck" is available wherever books are sold we'll be right back. [ cheers and applause ♪ ♪ (vo) be the first to playmu console quality i-player games on the go. be first to real time with verizon 5g ultra wideband. get the new samsung galaxy s10 5g. on verizon. milk, fresh cream and edly sustainably farmanilla.la. it's made with fresh cream, sugar and milk. breyers the good vanilla. we proudly partner with american farmers for grade a milk and cream. mmm! tlet's go met go time daddy! [ giggling ] ohhhh man. took my hat off.lo [ "to ve somebody" by bee gees play