i knew i wasn't. i knew that -- i treat people in a certain way. s very -- glad the way i did that. i learned from that. i'm much more honorable than he was. i also learned -- when the chips are down, i can't put the ice in. i wish i could. i would have been a lot bigger. i wouldn't be sitting here. that was a joke. >> yeah. i get it. >> you know what i mean? >> i got the joke. putting the knife in would have been what? expressed itself how? >> he had answers. so nasty and really -- blackball from late might. i should have gone and fought back and screw you and this is the truth and this is the truth. i can never do the final killing of somebody. which a lot of people can do. >> i always believed -- if i have -- i have come to believe it as my life moved on. simply that if you keep going and eventually you will get there. you have to keep going. if you keep going, eventually you will get there. or as your guy, larry says in that documentary i loved so much that you can't get hit by lightning if you're not out in the rain. he says joan will stay in t

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i did that, it was something i didn't do. i have a cousin who was locked up and assaulted a police officer while he was locked up. i jumped in and tried to break it up. he went to the hole and ended up going to the hole. i got charged with assault. i got shipped to raw was state prison. they gave me a straight charge. they ended up dropping my street charged but they kept the administrative charge which is the prison system charge. i spent a year in raw while in a cell that's no bigger than your average side -- size bathroom. but that is good. god has a way of doing some amazing things to wake you up and smack you around a little bit. he did it then because i remember sitting in that cell for a year straight and i read the bible from start to finish. i found out who i really was and i knew then that i wasn't the guy. when i came out of raw way around the end of -- i was shipped to camden new jersey. i was a changed man. i was a changed man. i was not the same person that went in. i thank god and stuff like that great i really b

i really hate myself for that. like i hate myself. i hate who i am. i love him so much and like, this whole time i've been preparing myself for if he did to go prison, i could wait three years, i could wait five years, i could do that, you know? >> but if they're convicted, styx will still to have deal with her own prison sentence. a reality kelley mcnaughton is quick to point out. >> i'm the legal defender for everybody. i'm telling her exactly what she's looking at. but your first time is it felony two? >> yes. >> felony two, presumptive is five years. minimum is four. max is ten. you'll do five years. >> i'm not doing five years. i'm not doing none of that. >> okay. well -- >> i've never been in trouble before! >> doesn't matter. >> i got no priors! >> no? i thought you were in here for driving under suspended. >> what's that? that's not -- >> so presumptive. five years, minimum four, maximum, ten. mitigated is three. i'm just being honest with you. because people can sugar coat it for you and stuff. >> i'm not doing it. i'm not. i'm not. my kids wo

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i know. it's okay, though. >> i know what i did to you was terrible. i cry, still cry. > you know, i don't care how many times you tell me you've forgiven me, it's there. >> i know. >> the most brutal beating of all occurred when chris was 14 years old and had snuck out of the house. >> you know, i think about that time. i mean, i see it just like it was yesterday. >> so the next day, he's at my bedroom door knocking on my bedroom door, and i open my door and he asked if he could talk to me. i told him, yeah. and he came in the room and he looked at me and he asked if he could hug me and when he went to hug me, i flinched. >> i don't know what happened. i just -- automatically i just stopped and i remember looking down at you with your hands covering your face. and it was like that light just went on. i saw the hurt that i put on you. and that's why i still cry. because that memory was what changed me to not ever want to hurt you again. and i looked at him, and i said, i'll never raise my hand to you again. >> and what means the most to me is that he never has. he never

i was a little afraid. i started leaving and i thought you know i'm going to find out who this person was and who that person was before i walk out of here. so i walked back upstairs. i go to the counter and asked this guy for my sign in sheet. what time did i sign in? he started getting smart with me. talking about him being an ex-rent-a-cop. i don't know what he was trying to do, intimidate me, i don't know. i said can i speak to your supervisor? what do you want me to do, give you a copy or get my supervisor? i'm thinking can't you do both? what do you want first? this is for real happening. i'm not kidding, this happened. i said you're right there at the computer, give me the copy. meanwhile this guy comes up to me and he says what's the problem here? i think to myself who are you now? he says i'm the supervisor. i didn't say that, i thought if i didn't say it. he said on the supervisor. how do i know you are the supervisor? because i'm telling you on the supervisor. i said okay get me your supervisor. i don't like the way thi

i thought i was good in "west side story" but needless to say when i look at it mow, i say ah, i couldave done that, and i didn't get the second chance to do this or do that. >> what did you think, then, that you had to work on in -- you were young. what did you think -- what did you see immediately that you had to work on to continue to perfect your gift? >> i felt that i had to work on my speaking voice. which was never really very exciting speaking voice. >> it always works for me. >> well. >> works for me. >> didn't for me. anyway, i just felt i needed more experience. and, you know, unfortunately, the only experience i could get was for what i wanted for my goals was more movies. but i wasn't getting more movies, so i did the next best thing which really was a very good thing which is to go to theater. because in theater, theater is the one place where people of color, or of different nationalities, had a better break. doesn't mean they had a great break, but they had a better chance of doing roles on stage than you would in films and television. you know, even know, tavis, the do

i don't know. i don't know. im not gonna walk in to new york city and be hurt the wfun city hurt me. my acting is my one sacred thing in my life and i will not have anyone hurt me with that. you can say i'm not a good comedian, it doesn't bother me. you say you didn't like me as an actress? you've killed me. and i don't want that in new york. but i know i'm an actress. it's all about acting. my career is an actress's career, and i play a comedian. so, it's over, it's over. no one will ever take me seriously as an actress. don't be downhearted. you downhearted? i'm not, i'm just... it's not what i thought was going to happen, right? what i thought was gonna happen was we were gonna sail in from edinburgh, everyone was gonna love it. and then we were gonna pick our producer and then move it forward, and then change it, but not this, like... and of course there's no billy around. billy is never around in trouble. and this isn't trouble, but you know. anyhow... the play is over and it hurts very much, but i got to tak

i knew i got shot. >> i had never seen death before. i put the rope around his neck and killed him. >> i drove nice cars and my robbery paid for that you will. >> they have one thing in common. i am often asked how we find the stories we cover on lock-up. it comes down to our field producers taking the time to get to know dozens of inmates. other times we follow the action and the story unfolds in front of our eyes. once in a while the path to a good story is a little less obvious. >> during our extended stay shoot at the correctional institute in alabama, we were filming when a loud disturbance occurred. >> inmight jamie bell is in a rage because his toilet is overflowing he blames the inmate in the cell above him of creating the problem by interfering with the plumbing. >> jamie bell, listen. >> the confrontation became so heated that the warden gets involved. >> if you would shut [ bleep ] i wouldn't be so pissed off with your ass. listen. the inmate above bell's cell is serving life. his name is andrew alexander. >> there was no proo

don't think i was very good when i was out there. ietter. i know i can be better. >> joe watson committed armed robbery after his gambling addiction spiraled out of control. but that didn't stop him from taking the biggest gamble of his life after he landed in jail. facing a possible sentence of 25 to life, he's chosen to represent himself. but that gamble has paid off. >> filing so many motions, my prosecutor in response to one of my motions has basically conceded that i'm not facing any more than 9.25 years and i had to read it about three times over and over and over again before i finally got it. and it was really emotional. it was really an emotional moment, because after sitting in here for three years now and not knowing what's going to happen and believing that there was even potential for me to spend the rest of my life in prison and now that that is completely gone, knowing that i will have an actual second chance at life, you know, a chance to redeem myself. it's a huge relief. if something is unjust and unfair, you have to

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and as i said, i always thought i was a pretty affable person. one day when i was in a central american sort of country -- because i can't say which country -- but the ambassador was going up the elevator, former chief of station in south vietnam, last one out. and tom said to the ambassador, you know, i want to send devine out for that task, and the ambassador said you don't mean that big, sinister-looking guy? [laughter] so i went home and i mentioned this to my wife, and i said you won't believe what the ambassador said, this big, sinister-looking guy. and she said well, jack, if i walked in and saw your face and doesn't know you in your office -- didn't know you in your office, i'd turn around and walk out. [laughter] so i went to this fellow in this room that i believe had his back to me, and i said, jerry -- [laughter] you know, what do you think? and he said, well, jack, do you ever see how you make a point? [laughter] so, however, what it really gets to in a way is the role-playing that operators undertake in their mission. and if you fast

i was 14 years old. i can't get no job. i did what i had to do. >> reporter: it's really unfortunate. there's still that small portion of him that would like to live on the right side of the law as opposed to the wrong side of the law. >> i look now like, wow, like pictures and stuff. i'm seeing how skinny i was and like wow, that was me. i was hanging out with all the bigger older cats doing all the stuff the adults do. not saying every adult does it. doing all the stuff that the street scene, and i was so young, little, i'm like, i'm surprised i made it through it. like, just realizing the advantage that people had over me. >> how old were you when you first came to us? 12? >> 14. >> 14? was that when you did the armed robbery? >> yeah. >> i'm not trying to incriminate you but how did you do the armed robbery? who came up with that? >> me. i was walking by the liquor store. my pockets was empty. so i went and dropped my stuff at a buddies and ran. >> at 14 years old. >> yep. i told her she had a certain amount of seconds to

i know. i understand. i hear you. i know there's mistakes. and i know there's people that didn't hear my son when he had a tumor in his face and he had to get on the waiting list. go to e proceeded to the state hospital and say i'm nuts, i know i am, help me. three times at the state hospital. no help. nothing. value options. go to value options. we'll give you a good drug. oh, no. they went out of business. they had to hide and change the ame to magellan. yes, my father worked at the state hospital. i spent six years visiting my son. and i got to watch, i got to watch him die. i got to watch the doctors overdrug him and give him bladder cancer. and when i requested the records i was told that i had to pay 50 cents a page. can you imagine, six years? of medical records at the state hospital? i requested from the governor from the department of health from the state hospital from the v.a. everybody that i could, can we please have his records? yeah. the first records are supposed to be free from the v.a. but guess what. he knew there was no ass

that i should do it. i said i do not know any ink on about religion. he said, "nobody is perfect." i called up john meacham and he was the editor of "newsweek" and i asked if he would do it with me. i had no street cred. we had a bunch of people agree to be analysts. and then i began to study religion. i took a trip of around the world about six or eight months after i started the great faith. we went to 13 countries. every possible religion you can all imagine. totally exhausting. but i was absolutely riveted by what i learned. i realized i did not know anything. that was the first thing i realized which was helpful. later, i really know that i do not know anything about religion. the more i learn, the more i tolize i have not even begun understand. -- i decided event that i was no longer in atheist after i studied religion because i thought meacham is right, i understand what people are after. -- i saw things in religion that were really good. i had always, my position as an religion ish was, the cause of all ev

i start to where i am today. ihave a great opportunity to cleanse myself of a lot of things i held in. a lot of things other people did know about and did very well. it was good for me, good therapy for me to do the book. c-span: >> i will take your question too because the memoir has a kind of cathartic release and you find yourself facing some things you would not ordinarily face and one of them i have to tell you, when i was having my son in hospital in brooklyn which i will not name, the night before i was -- to take him home the night before, i am getting myself ready because in the morning i am taking my son home. in comes this doctor. he was a young doctor. along with social service person with a clipboard in his hand saying they reported me and i said reported me for what? you know what. giving your son macedonia to calm him down. i was a professor. i had a ph.d.. i had written of book. but i was okay. i don't know what they are talking about. i can't connect. i didn't know what that was. he told me i was t

i got the right test, and i tested positive. i was totally relieved. >> i know it's good news and bad news. hold those thoughts. we have to take a break. we will back in just a moment with much more from author amy >>> welcome back to "beyond th headlines." we are talking about the silent epidemic of lyme disease. amy tan has lyme disease and her doctor, ray stricker guided her into the right treatment. i'm getting a good education. amy, i know you have long-term effects lyme disease. you've had it for how many years in. >> i've had lyme doisease for 1 years. i discovered over that time that e of my symptoms will be permanent. one of them is neuropathy in my feet, which affects my balance. it was painfulfor a time til i found out i needed a certa kind of medication for epilepsy which is also something i developed through lymedisease. i can't drive, but i never liked to drive any way i can do almost anhing i want now. i still have lyme disease. >> so, it's going to be with you for the rest of your life. >> i'm hoping this guy here

i wish i had a good reason why i did what i did. be some way of justifying it. but there is not. there is no way of justifying what i did. >> he had no emotion about it and no kind of answer as to why. i couldn't figure out if he knew and didn't want to tell us. if he had buried something and was in denial or if he was an amoral person. >> i talked about it in court and they said i had no remorse because i was so matter of fact. that's not the case. my personality type says i am matter of, in fact, about everything. the last time i talked about on the record the court tried to make me out to be a cold-blooded, ruthless monster. that's not me. >> before fleeing the scene of the crime, brown knelt by his mother's side one more time. >> the last time you looked at your mother, what was going through your mind then? >> nothing. pure silence. back then i was proud of what i had done. i was happy i had finally gotten away from that. now, it was stupid, it was pointless. two people died for nothing. >> after he was incarcerated, brown reach

i have a violate history. i believe if i was to go to population i would probably end up doing more time. because i have low tolerance for stupidity. saying little dumb things, especially towards sexual preference, choice of lifestyle. so being in segregation is actually my sanctuary. >> while morris might appear younger than his 47 years, he is a veteran inmate. he has already completed a 23-year state prison sentence for second degree murder. after three years on the outside, he is currently charged with malicious wounding for allegedly stabbing a man in the foot and has pled not guilty. when he was booked a month earlier, morris explained to staff why he wanted to be isolated. >> in talking to him, he was very adamant that he wanted to be housed by himself, that he said he had been sexually assaulted in prison. a assured him that there are sort of safeguards in place to help protect him or that, you know, if he feels that he's unsafe that he can get help when needed. but he was adamant he wanted to be housed by himself. >

every day i'm grateful that i can be out here. i don't slack. i only know one speed and that's git 'r done speed. >> the trust that the company gives me, it's great, you know. i never thought a guy could get out of prison and get treated this good in a company. that's the best part of my job right there. >> roy's awesome. i actually worked with him half a dozen times. anytime i need a hand, he's there. if i need a muscle, he's there. he's a great guy. i wish we had more. i never seen him on "lockup" until after he started working here. he's aggressive. but in a great way. anytime you get someone who wants to come to work and wants to work, my god. >> and still, reminders of prison sometimes show up unexpectedly. >> this prison bus from the department of corrections came in. me being my nosy self-i had to look. right here, names and numbers of people being transferred out. it wasn't too long ago i was on one of these buses. i wouldn't want to do anything to jeopardize my liberties that i have now. uh-uh. right now, i can hear the wind blowing in to

i shot a man six times in the face. no matter how much of a gangster i am, what i think i am, i struggle with that say when i first got here. like i struggled with that for real. if i could go back, change some things, i still would have shot him. but i wouldn't have hit him in the face and i wouldn't have killed him. >> according to prosecutors, leija and his co-defendant met a 43-year-old man at the home of a mutual female friend to sell him five pounds of marijuana. instead, leija drew a gun and attempted to rob the man. >> he reached for it, boom, grabbed it, went off two times, one, two, hit him in his chest. by that time, i wasn't thinking. i feel like -- it just -- snapped. shouldn't have done what i did, but i did and he was done when i shot him two times. when he went down, i stood over him and shot him six times in the face. the aftermath of the scene, it was -- it was bad. and i'm not proud of it in any way. but i know because i was there, i did it. he barely had a face when i was done with him. >> leija has been at the kent county jail since his arrest 26 months earlier. even though he has pled guilty to second

i took a deep breath and i listened and i just said, okay and i love you. ly didn't sleep much that night. >> it was really great he just said i am okay. everything is okay. quick he hung up. it was super quick. >> finally it was about 5:00 in the afternoon and called said he arrived there. i could breathe. >> i would do it all over again. >> yeah, i would be there. >> just the way we are. we run to it. we are not running away from it. >> how often do you get back to this 13 hours? do you think about it a lot? >> every day i think about it. there isn't a day that you don't. >> i am reminded every time i go to grab something. >>>> you lost your hand. >> yeah. i never will have full use of it. it is a reminder. it remind me of the honor of fighting with guys like tig and ton t tonto and row an and jack and bebe. very few times in your life will you get to form a bond like that. most of the time it is done in situations that suck, and but i wouldn't give it up. >> when you see the back and forth that has happened over the last roughly two years what do you thin

>> i think this is--this could go big. >> right. i think what i saw there is you believe in the product, but they don't believe in your partnership. >> right. >> what happens if they just left here today, and they went and started somewhere else? >> i would--i would take--as a shareholder of the firm, i would take issue with that tactic. >> but what would be your claim? they left. they're employees. they quit. >> but if they did leave and they started something else, that would hurt the firm. >> dane, slavery was outlawed a long time ago. they don't have to stay here. sweet pete's has an amazing product. i love it. but with this toxic partnership, i need to be mindful in how i'm investing in this deal. i have to come up with a deal that resolves their past issues and definitely minimizes their interaction. if i can get them to agree, we're all gonna make a lot of money. well, yesterday was interesting. in all my years of doing business, i have never, ever seen, ever, more passion from one person in my entire life. the one thing that's obvious to m

i am, i should never be in this business. ilove my work. i hate my job. the reality is, i feed poor people leftover food. that is just not america. that is not the america i was born into. that is not the america they taught me and my history book. that is not the america i see in the future. we must fight for something very different. we have to consider being employers ourselves. historically we train them, send them out in the broader economy, they are supposed to embrace them. it is hard to get someone to hire a felon, a working mom. what is the incentive? there is no incentive. we are the ones. we need to start the businesses. that way we can control the wage. we can reinvest in the community. let's get back to this. we are the best business in america. all we do is reinvest over and over and over. we are a mayor's dream come true. it is our job to make them see that beautiful light. thank you very much. [applause] [captioning performed by national captioning institute] [captions copyright national cable satellite corp. 20

i, i told my friend -- >> i opened the door. soldiers now fired at anything that moved. >> i tried to signal them. you wear the uniform. >> not much tough. not much tough. >> i felt it was unsafe to just come out physically. they would have shot me. they're just shooting. >> the four terrorists were relaxing in the furniture storeroom. by mistake, the army shot three policemen. one of them fatally. we put him on to the stretcher and we were rushing him out. all of a sudden he started shaking. we can't work like this. we are the ones who, are supposed to be the head of this -- they were completely from the operation. >> in the confusion, both the kenyan army and the police s.w.a.t. team left the mall, just 90 minutes after they had arrived. in the furniture storeroom, the al shabab gunmen prayed. they had come to kill and be killed. now they waited for the kenyans to attack. very little is known about them. the youngest was 19. the oldest was 23. they arrived in kenyan, three months earlier, they scouted westgate a number of times

i was only 13. i didn't even know what the word meant. iiod yet and for some reason, he thought i was lying to him. he then slapped me across the face and got very angry. he told me that because he was a man of god and he represented christ in the flesh, that it would be spiritual and natural for him to take care of me sexually, and that even though i would have sex with him, i could still remain a virgin. and i remember him laying a towel down on the bed because he said that i might bleed when he first -- when you first have sex with somebody, you know sometimes the person bleeds and that made me even more scared. but even though i felt that it was wrong, afterwards, i thought because victor said he was a man of god and he brought up those things from the bible, that somehow it was okay or holy. >> he's a manipulator hiding behind god. >> he preached to these young women nonstop. ♪ [ male announcer ] over time, you've come to realize... [ starter ] ready! [ starting gun goes off ] [ male announcer ] it's less of a race... yeah! [ male anno

i left the paper because i was in love with ben. i knew there was no way i could get involved with him when he was going through this. he was being watched and the nixon people had people following him around. it would destroy his credibility. and so, i quit. i took the job at cbs which i did not want to do. i did not want to move to new york. i had a boyfriend in new york. someone i cared about very much. but by that time i was in love with ben. i realize i had no choice. i did quit. after i quit and move to new york, i said i was in love with him. we ended up together. he immediately left his wife. they had been estranged for several years. it was ok. but it was too much at stake for us to be together while he was going through watergate and still married. >> given the fact you had such a strong reaction on your column on suffering, what would you tell people about dementia that might help them deal with it? >> sandra day o'connor's husband, john, had it and she ended up putting him in a nursing home in arizona. everybody has his or

bussey, i am who i am today." i said, "let me sit down first." he said, "i was an only child of a blind mother, and when i was eleven years old, mr. bussey got hold to me and made me love to learn, and i'm now in the state legislature." that which lives after us. i look back at uncle willie, crippled, black, poor, unexposed to the worlds of great ideas, who left for our generation and generations to come a legacy so rich. so i wrote a song for miss roberta flack. you may have heard it. it says: willie was a man without fame hardly anybody knew his name. crippled and limping, always walking lame, he said, "i keep on movin', movin' just the same." solitude was the climate in his head emptiness was the partner in his bed, pain echoed in the steps of his tread, he said, "i keep on followin' where the others led." i may cry and i will die, but my spirit is the soul of every spring, watch for me and you will see that i'm present in the songs that children sing. people called him "uncle," "boy" and "hey," said, "you can't live through this another day."

ray and i spent our whole life together. i had to see him before io school and he was just going to bed. we worked it out. thank god he said yes, man. it changed my life. >> yeah. i saw this documentary, and i had heard about it obviously, but i was so moved and just so full -- >> so glad. it is about humanity more than music. >> that's exactly right. it hit me in the heart because it's about humanity. it's about mentorship. >> yep. >> it's about -- >> giving back. >> love of young people. how did you come to be -- you know clark terry. he loves you. you're like a son to him. how did you come to be involved in the film project? >> well, they kept coming to me. the director, dp, director of photography, they are from australia. >> uh-huh. >> australia. ghetto, real ghetto. oh my god. very talented guys. he was a drummer. he played with clark. he didn't know anything about films. that's what touches me so much about them. so many quince dental situations there. the whole film was about -- i love that phrase when they say coincidence is god's way of rem

i am lesbian. i have been to over 10 dike marches. i have been -- ridden my motorcycle in the parade at least twice. i grew up in east l.a. i went to laud guadalupe grammar school. i lived in boyle heights and picko rivera and i am saddened that we went to their business to talk to them reasonably and we told them that we want them to succeed. i told them i love that building and i love businesses like that, and i still want them to succeed, and i will tell you and they were right. there's been a club there for many, many years before i got there and we didn't have any noise problems. we did not. it's the base that reverberates up to the street, and it can shake -- it shatders my windows. i can feel it in my jaw and chuft. now i have gone down there -- this is before i knew to call because i thought it was the only way and i asked them can you please turn it down. i remember the first time and they told me no english and i walked away: the second time i went down a car alarm went off and they were in the bar and the manager had them tur

i can, i could, i could, i just don't like to show off by reading. understand that you very good with accents. you can do a lot of different accents. >> i don't know. what some study, sure. >> stephen: well, i've got two hats here. if you would indulge me for a moment. one of them is a list of accents, another is something i would want to you say in that accent. >> will we take turns. >> stephen: would you like to take turns? (cheers and applause) >> yeah. >> stephen: okay, great. you first, pick your accent, what accent you have to say it in. okay. all right. >> are they all the same card? >> no, no in is what i want to you say, this is something you have to say any one of them, okay. >> i swear it was the dog. >> was that ireland. >> that was ireland you could-- arwan cousin. >> i will go next. here we go. okay. spanish. these two don't go welling to for me. >> i pledge allegiance to the flag of the united states of america. viggo mortensen, the two face of january, opens next friday, we'll be right back. i love having a free checked bag. with my un

i did that until i got into contracting. the first time i actually went there, to libya, i went to tripoli. that was my first trip. the second time i went back, the third time, the fourth time, they were all benghazi. >>> this attack lasted 13 hours. four people died including our ambassador. and it was on 9/11. so i want you to take us back to the beginning. for people who don't know this job, you know, contractors. how do you explain it to them? >> for us it was protection. it was protecting c.i. case officers overseas, doing low profile protection. >> how did the hierarchy work here? >> you have the chief of base, the main guy in charge. >> that was bob? >> yes. and then you have the team lead which would be in charge of us. >> our team leader is a staffer. he's an employee for the agency and then all of us contractors are like if you are talking military wise we are like the unlisted folks. >> other members of your team are not here. obviously tyrone woods, who you call rone. there are two other members who remain anonymous, right? >> co

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and so, i had to call and beg him. i used every card i had. i am an incredible executive producer. re you run off and book "mandela." here we are, it worked. >> jimmy: yeah. very scary. and he's very scary in it. >> he is very scary. >> jimmy: it's a very different role for him. >> i thought it would be great for him because he's so charming and charismatic. and for me, charming, charismatic people make the best bad guys. you secretly root for him to get away. >> jimmy: interesting. i don't think anybody is rooting for him to get away. >> half of the women. >> jimmy: is this what you heard? >> i get tweets. he can kill me anytime. i'm like -- >> jimmy: logically, it doesn't make any sense. when they see the movie, maybe they'll have a different opinion of it. >> i hope so, for me and my babies. >> jimmy: it seems like the least they could do. >> exactly. just run. hey. >> jimmy: people are naming twins after you. i think you'll be all right. >> i think i won. >> jimmy: tragedy p. henson, everybody. "nod good deed" opens in theaters september 12th. we'll be right back with music from

you know, if i don't, i don't. but i hope i do. i hope, god, i hope. this about killed me. >> the next morning, culbertson arrives at the prison administration building for her parole hearing. if parole is granted, she could be released within days. >> how are you feeling? >> like a whore in church. >> during our interview with culbertson, her mother and sister arrived to offer character references at the hearing. >> that's why i hurt. i hurt that the most. that's my life. my mom's my heart. i love her to death. i need a miracle. >> this will be the initial parole hearing on sandra culbertson, which we are considering you for parole today for sentence for contraband in the facility and aggravated assault. where do you plan to live when you get out? >> i'm going to live with my mom and my sister because my mom's my heart. i want to take care of her until i can't kick her anymore or she stops percolating. >> i was looking over your offender profile. it mentions two c write-ups in january. two-c and a class b in december. in december, there was disrespect,

i know. that's why i teach college. accomplish so i know there's been a long tradition of valuing education by the congressman. >> i appreciate it. thank you very minute. [applause] >> at this time we'd like to ask the representative bill clyburn to come and introduce the congressman formally. >> ladies and gentlemen, truly an honor and pleasure today to institute our congressman, our author, in public service. we refer to him as jim, and i think i have been knowing him now for probably longer than anyone, but the congressman was born and raised in south carolina. he is a son of a fundamentalist baptist preacher, his mother was a beautician. he has would brothers, john and james, and -- john and charles. the congressman is married to the former emily england. now, we refer to his wife as miss emily. now, it's a reason for that. she's a really, really great, beautiful, silver-haired lady. and when the congressman and i get to discussing, he is quick to tell me, i don't agree with -- but when he talks to miss emily he listens. the presid

every time i do think about it i go back and i think about my dad and i know my dad, i promised my dad i wouldn't do it again. i let him down quite a few times. he still stuck by me. >> there was something much more intimate that these guys expressed, that, you know, it's sometimes difficult to get when you're doing a one-on-one interview in front of other people. there was another layer of honesty. >> when we gave a camera to billy groves, he was in administrative segregation after his girlfriend was caught attempting to smuggle cell phones and tobacco to him. >> ma'am? stop. ma'am? stop. >> i look at the incident that just happened and i talked the person that i love to bring stuff in here. i ask myself, man, did i really love her? because if i did, why would i ask her to do that? was it selfish of me? when i was a kid i never thought i would wind up in a place like this. i was a pretty intelligent kid. i exceeded at school in academics, sports, academics, all of it. i guess my mother was poor. we didn't have much. we had love. >> we gave cameras to inmates on death row as well. 28-y

>> i don't know. but i guess it whatever it was, it probably goes back further to whatever got hooked into his sexuality. i do believe strongly that those hormones are the most powerful thing on earth, almost. and i do believe that -- >> a sexual drive, it was the sexual drive that led him to murder and dismember? >> mm-hmm. that's my personal belief. and however it got bizarrely hooked into entrails is beyond me, but i believe that if it could be unearthed as to what that -- how that happened or what that derivation was, then we'd have the answer. >>> coming up, the dahmers' volatile marriage and its effects examined. >> it was unnerving, depressing, it made me angry sometimes. your customers, our financing. your aspirations, our analytics. your goals, our technology. introducing synchrony financial, bringing new meaning to the word partnership. banking. loyalty. analytics. synchrony financial. enagage with us. hey, i heard you guys can help me with frog protection? sure, we help with fraud protection. if there ar

i don't even know you no more, dog. i swear to god i don't. i got enough trouble and you want to add onto it. watch your back for the rest of this day until i go home. i guess i'll keep catching more. i'm not done. that really just [ bleep ] me over. you all are going to have fun with me until i leave. i'm giving up now. that's it. that just showed everything to me. >> when we were heading back she said she doesn't care how many felonies line up in the jail and that all of us need to watch our backs when we're here. that has to be notified just for safety for myself and the other deputies. >> i'll give her a reason to press charges and it ain't going to be for no water. i'm racking up all of the felonies until i leave. i'm never going home. >> she never learns. she goes right back to the old iesha walker. it's always disappointing. you try to educate the inmates and tell them how they can better themselves and they'll do good and go right back to the old. >> that's right. >> you know what? i've been nice to her enough times. >> she's -- you kno

and i don't want to demonize anyone. i think when i started this movement, you know... years ago, being a survivor, i had a lot of my own anger and a lot of... at my father, at, you know, at men in general. i don't feel that anymore. i feel we're all in this struggle together. i want men to be with us; i want men to own this issue; i want men to see this is theirs so that we work in partnership to stop the violence, you know? >> hinojosa: so eve, you wanted to focus on men, but actually, right after the vagina monologues, you really focused in on women by creating v-day. there are probably some people who are watching this who are saying, "v-day; what is that?" >> well, it began, actually... once i discovered all this violence, i was going to stop doing the vagina monologues, because i felt immoral to see all these women expressing and telling their stories, and not intervening on their behalf. so in 1998, i got a group of friends together and i said, "look, i have this play. how could we use this play to stop violence against women? n

i became racist. and i wear it proudly. ihe swastikas, and i got the schutzstaffel bolts. >> steven parker is crazy. he's a nut. i mean, no more, no less. he's not a person that's very intelligent. >> we stand for racial supremacy. we want to control the penitentiary system. it won't take much to incite a riot or whatever, you know. you could take four officers hostage at the same time, and it's gonna domino. it's gonna domino. they don't have control. it's just a delusion. >> forbidden to write letters in seg to general population, parker says he's able to communicate with fellow aryan brotherhood inmates by writing to friends on the outside. >> they're lazy. they don't read the mail. the mail clerk doesn't -- i don't think she would have time to read the mail, even if she wanted to. >> this letter is from steven parker to an inmate named reese. >> kyra gyden is in charge of reading the mail at holman. she has just intercepted one of parker's unauthorized letters containing insulting language about warden culliver. >> he wro

control i spend time with. i control who i married, i control where i work and what i do for a living. i control which protests i go to. that is all in my hands. those two quick things, the first is see failures and mistakes and challenges as opportunities, because god is paying attention, because he loves us and the second is make sure you are with the right people because those opportunities very easily can be turned around and the disasters if we are not surrounded by the right people. if we are not in the right places and don't have access to the right resources. [applause] >> when i was a kid, i loved to argue a lot. when i was a kid, i say. i really loved to argue when i was a kid. i used to fight a lot not just with siblings but classmates, i spent a lot of time in the corridor. you do a lot of the tension and the british way is quicker. i spend a lot of time in the corridor having been thrown out of classrooms for answering back etc. etc.. my parents spent a lot of time going to pare/teacher evening saying what is wron