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i just feel like i-- i am comfortable with my acting. like i feel like yeah, i want to chall owning myself but i feel like if i, if a director asks me to do a role, you know, i usually feel like, i won't sign on unless i think i can do it. and i usually, you know, feel like i can do it. like i've never-- i can't remember going on to a movie and thinking oh, yeah, i'm to the going to pull this off. >> rose: yeah. how tough was 127 for you because it's you and your face and, i mean, you know this is a very contained picture. >> yeah, like that's an example where, you know, you say oh, you know, it's all on your shoulders there are no other actors for most of the movie. and isn't that scary. and no, i mean-- . >> rose: you knew going in you had that performance in you. >> no, danny, i mean danny certainly pulled a lot out of me. and i think he got the best of me. but i knew like i thought okay, here is a performance that is dependent on a lot of physical action. they're telling the story through these minute little victories and failures. and that

was ashamed that i had been wounded i was ashamed that i hadn't been a hero. i never understood that my problems with my parents my problems with my wife my ex-wife were buried in the fact that i got wrote up i'd never i never understood it repressed and totally and then . you can go to a coffee shop and i would hear the big bands of my two hundred forty five and i would weep like a baby in public i had no idea that what i was doing like a reply to was going back and try to fly that little boy all night and what happened. the fall of eighty four i was driven to go back to fly to look for birds to spend the night there to rent a car and file and find the place where i was wounded on september seventh one thousand and forty four. and when suddenly. i found the bridge that we crossed the border and i had been shot. i discovered to the hour and the moment where i had been routed forty years before and i cannot explain it but that discovery began my feeling. my generation really repressed with the war was about we didn't want to talk about it we weren't allowed to ta

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i became a prostitute. i found my salvation? writing. i pushlished a book. i was recently attacked on the streets where i lived. >> the surgery left me deaf. i do not have aids. men are not allowed to be a soldier. i am not asking for your money. please get home safe and keep this pen to share your story too. may be some day, i will get to hear your voice. this next poem is from my first poetry. this is for latinos in the house. can i get a woo. >> i want to break tradition about latino macheese mow. >> forget. i want to break tradition. because blood is supposed to be thicker. but you see, my friends and family, because they love and accept my and don't consider me, foreign language. they do not speak the language. everyone has green contacts. adopting supremist beliefs. when was the last time you saw them playing the maid? i want to break tradition. smashing it against the ground. where our spanish eyes are not blinded. we do not understand hate. foreign language. never. this next poem is called "outside". it's from bullets and butter flies. this is in celeb

i have never felt the way i do for anyone the way i feel for her. i and i have never had someone like have my back, 100%, you know? and stick by me when everyone turned their back. and she says [ bleep ] it, i'm your friend and i stand by. i don't care what anybody says. and i think that's the definition of, like, what people that care about each other should be. >> the irony is that sandra said exactly that, that she felt that's what you were to her. >> she didn't say exactly that. >> pretty much. she said you were the rock. >> yeah, but she said that same speech at four different awards shows. you saw two of them. >> what's your point? >> i don't know, you can take out of it whatever you get out of it, you know. >> you don't think she meant it? >> um, i think she meant it to a certain extent, you know. what does she do for a living? >> movie star. an actor. >> what? >> an actor. >> okay, cool. >> you think it was an act? >> i think people have to live in that world. >> are you glad to be out of it? >> man, 100%. i just can't like -- i just, you know

i made note of what she said. i said, i like jesse. she said i wake up every day and i remind myself how lucky i am to have him. >> mm-hmm. >> within four days it was over. the scandal broke. that was it. i find it sad when i read back the notes i had made then. >> i think it was sad. it's funny, like, how quick, you know, life can change and the things that are closest to you can be gone in the blink of an eye. it's not just for me. it's for anyone, you know? >> you're honest in the book and commendably so. you don't hide anything. you take all the criticism firmly on your chin. i suppose the overriding question for me when i read it was, if you had your time again, would you do the same thing? >> as far as like the infidelity stuff? >> as far as -- the key thing here is you talk about the relationship with sandra. you talk about what happened. i will come to that later in the interview. i wondered when i read it if you regret that it happened or you regret it being exposed or how you really feel. >> i think the whole book is hindsight. starting

when i was off the road, you know, i would work on my bikes. i always had some project going at home and i just kind of -- that's what i loved. i loved building stuff. >> you not only made a living but you got a tv show. you became this huge hit. the downside for you and again you're very honest about this. you got married at this stage. you're pretty devoted to this new business of yours. the marriage falls apart. >> i was married to that shop first and foremost. i was married to west coast choppers for the last 17 years. anything else was secondary, you know. >> you then get remarried to a porn star who is abusive to you. that's where when i read the book i start to see the seeds perhaps of a lot of the problems that follow you later. you've been punched by your father. you get beaten up by this adult entertainment star/wife of yours. >> i think that's what was going -- i mean, you know, that relationship was going to what i know. the chaos and everything was exactly what i grew up. i'm going to what i'm comfortable with. >> you were drawn to it? >> yeah. that seemed like home to me. soo

i felt that when i turnod the computer and thought, now i have to write book number 2. i had in mind that i wanted to write something very different from women of the silk that was strictly about the feminist chinese women during the turn of the century and i wanted to write about my japanese culter. i didn't have the story or the culture unfortunately because i was born in san francisco, half chinese and half japanese but raised in the chinese culture. when it was time to write the second book and i knew i wanted to explore my japanese side it was going to be difficult in the way that i didn't know the culture. right away i had to learn a lot. it was something that was not engrained in me besides the story. i sat down and thought about the story my mother told me about her brother being ill. he at one point went from hong kong to japan to recuperate. he was the one that wanted to be an artist and wanted to paint. i thought about that because it must have been hard growing up in hong kong to be far away from everything and have a dream and get sick at this point. i though

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i just can't -- like, i just -- you know, i -- i don't know. how i survived in there as long as i did because it's just like you're cool, but the rest of those people, i just, i can't hang with them. i just -- i don't know. it's -- >> are they all pretty fake, is that what you're saying? >> it's just pretend. it's not real. i'm like the guy that goes to a shop, and i don't hang out in the office. i go to the back of the shop and hang out in the shop with the guys that are greasy dirty, and that's where i belong. it's more about myself and where i belong in this world, and i don't belong, you know, in trying to think that i'm fancy because my wife is fancy and that makes me fancy. it's [ bleep ]. >> and yet that's kind of why you went into the relationship. >> yeah, i think so. i think it was a lot of ego and a lot of perception of what i thought i should have, not what i needed, and i think it was more, you know, a testament to what i felt about in my level. >> do you think you're capable now of being faithful? >> i think so, you know. i think

i actually did not feel like i had support, so that is where i messed up. and ibeen here two years, where i should be done or finishing up, but i think it was the support, where i just did not feel that, especially in my home. when i came here, the counselors, a kind of felt like, "you just do this" and pushed me away. i am a fashion design student, and it sucks that i have to go to l.a. or new york to get that type of experience like everybody says. i do not want to do that. i definitely want to make san francisco a booming place for fashion, and i know it is going to happen. i have confidence in that, but there should be more creativity and stuff like that. music, for example. the city is definitely going to come around to that more. and i know technology is definitely going to advance that. they should be both up there they should be both up there with each other because it is

mean, i think it's -- i don't know how you deal with it. i -- because i think there's always the question if -- what people's real intentions are. >> yeah. >> but i don't know. i think you just have to wish for the best. it's a gamble. >> life's a gamble, though, isn't it? >> life is a gamble. >> when we come back, we'll talk about projects outside "glee," this movie you're about to start making. >> sure. sure. :20011231][v you were the last to be born in a family of 7 brothers. that's why you had to sleep on the seventh bunk bed and you developed vertigo, and that's why you couldn't become a pilot and you had to study engineering. you patented 367 inventions, but only 3 made it to market. that's why you don't have an apartment on the 16th floor and you have it on the fifth, but that's where you met carmen. with her, you had 3 children. the fourth ended up being a dog. numbers change your life. that's why you should take control of your credit score by paying your bills on time. for more tips, visit numberschangeyourlife.org. and started earning loads of

i am not a poet. i don't care much for. i don't spend me weekends read anything writing. i like to have cocktails but i do not have a drinking problem regardless of what state i wake up in. i don't need drugs to open up my imagination. i am not a poet. i can tolerate half an hour of spoken word poetry. what my cats are up to. i always carry my business cards. i am not a poet, i only write to masture bait my mind. i am trying to convince myself that poetry it save lives. it's the dust of art. and i am going to close with to poet. americano. i look at myself in the mirror. trying to figure out what makes me an american. i see chickens. practicing religions without a roof. i see my own blood. proud american blue genes labels. i see them sits outside with the eyes of an alley cat. i see myself trying to be more like james dean. i see carlos san tanna. more than sporadic latino explosions. as american as bruce spring teen and elvis presley. i see taco bell. i see purple, red, blue, green, orange. i see cheetah revera on broadway. as american as the lee's, the kennedys. none soun

i remember i remember i just want to i want to close my years i didn't want to hear and i just sat there and he's time that he said. it was like it was permanently being. burned into my brain. and. i lost and that's the last night i've ever gotten a good night's sleep the night before that happened. to me. and. the next morning lieutenant you walked up to me and he said sasser. you know you all right you seem a little distressed a little agitated. no sir not all right. so i'm i'm pretty pissed off what we're what we're doing over your. piece who will give me your interpretation of what we're doing over here. and. how what we're trying to accomplish over here. i just looked at him most of the well said honestly feel that we're committing genocide. and he didn't like my answer and he stormed off towards the. ceo's vehicle. i knew it up point that my career was done i crossed the line and i knew i had to watch my back girl eyes so after that night i pretty much slept with my no i millimeter underneath my poncho liner within easy reach. bay in the dark the door to us. when i first came back

so i think that is why i grew up -- i grew up quickly. and i grew up more -- knowing that it is not about me. i guess at the end of the day. it is about deaf kids. it is about the deaf world. simple as that. i think that's one advantage i have. >> john, you said the same thing about your charity. always for the charity, back of your mind. i get that feeling. i went down to san antonio, texas, and saw these incredibly badly wounded soldiers. raising the money for. it was one of the most moving things i have done in my life. to actually see the people who would benefit from this fund-raising. i needed no more galvanizing to try to win the competition. but i also know about myself that -- you know, when it comes to -- i was incredibly competitive to win that. forget everything else. i wanted to win. by the end i had been through so much. i see it in both of you. that same thing. >> it will push you to new levels of -- competitiveness. truly believe that. you know. i want to win this competition. i want that quarter of a million dollars. i want it.

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i. my he was we killed in our forty's people and i wanted to kill. i felt good at the time when i when i did it it bothered me if i. didn't get a chance to kill someone it went beyond our friend the call of duty and it turned into stopped and i said. that i hate that i had grown up in the south i think i had expanded. because of what was happening in vietnam because so knows and people. i feel i've become anonymous i have. no remorse. i literally saw young men turn into psychopathic killers. but the great thing about the marine corps is the training process that the young men and women go through gives them all the ability to kill or at least one time to put that warrior ethos in effect and then once you've done it and then it's on you. there's so many things happen in a war that put you at on odds with your sense of right and wrong or. i've seen things that would be described as is war crimes. that the sergeant who had the ring of yours who. it's not a secret i mean he's walking around with a big wiring with human ears pushed through the open they're all hanging on the railing th

i--i think it is still true--i--i always think when i come to washington about the challenger disaster because i was here when the challenger blew up. c-span: you were waiting to see president reagan? >> guest: i was waiting to see president reagan in the white house and, you know, rushed to the bureau, was on the air for 11-1/2 hours. and when it was over, i went back to the hotel to come upon the bulldog editions of the times and the post. and i was struck--'god, they've got 30 pages on this story.' and i was immensely struck by how the country must have been moved by watching the television. and i went to see dan boorstin, who was then the librarian of congress, and asked him to put this in some perspective for me. and he said, 'you know, television is what we had at the--to replace the campfire at the time of--of western development. when the people had a disaster on the wagon train, they sat around the campfire and now people sit around television.' they still do. they sit around more of us, but in the event of a national--when john glenn went up again on--on apollo, people gather

i will try to answer a, b, c. for me, i know that the first thing i began to think about when i thought i wanted to write a novel was that i wanted to write about my culture. and because i had grownup in the chinese culture i wanted to write about china. i wanted to find out more about myself because of i was raised in the bay area and because i didn't know culturally a lot of things i wanted to know. i knew i wasn't going to write about myself and knew that i was not going to write about my family. but i wanted to write about an aspect about china and women. those were the 2 things i knew when i began the first book. i was fortunate enough to it stumble upon the silk working women which gave me everything i wanted. it gave me the culture. it gave me a sense of what it meant to be a female chinese women in that time and a sense of empowerment on what they had done. regardless of what they understood they were doing at the time. they didn't know it was a culture that was earning money and living independent of husbands and family that was doing everything against what it meant to be in the chinese culture. i hadn't h

i believe or i will go in the woods or i think. that i was a good soldier. but you know most all go on the other side and i think i'm just a good. player this is artsy and now the main stories we're covering for this are europe's most wanted war crimes suspect is to appeal against his extradition to the hague places genocide charges despite claims right from that it should have been massacred up to eight thousand muslims and nine hundred ninety five crowds gathered in serbian capital will use. terror and disaster writes yourself for washington wants to warn the public of possible threats to present new additions and measures the u.s. has present place since nine eleven but live in secret say the government is taking a fear factor too far. and. europe is pushing its preferred candidate to take over if again as the new plunges deep into debt was still russia india china and south africa found in should get the job. though news in the heart of last time first we assess what it means to be a good soldier our special report is next or not. there was one particular

couldn't do i couldn't make money at it so i came back and while i was in jackson i wanted to live in the option senate and signed up i believe. i want to paint you. this is a cotton mill and there were start textile mill sure and i want to run for about two months and looking for a job and finally one of the old neighborhood grapes had been around for years and perhaps get a job in the cotton mill. i was straight in the army referred to. the company. i grew up in trailer park i grew up in a little small town called apparently and texas near galveston i remember sitting on a couch and watching. the first gulf war. two hours ago allied air forces began an attack on military targets in iraq in kuwait and watching it on the television seeing how quick that way and the reply afterwards and from the liberated beaches. are so great to be an american i had filled the we had lost the ghosts of vietnam. i remember sitting there on the cal said and thinking of us of you know to go into you know to go into the military. we got married on the thirtieth of december of ninety six

and animation was always something that as a hild i was inttrested in. i, when i was, when i 12 or so i was in, i took a college community course in animation myself. &-friend growing up, this kid brian vaughan, his mother put us in a, in a community college animation course. >> yeah. >> and so i was always very innerested in it. little stop motion films with their video camera. and ss to work with mike and -et to, get to see that3 process, you know, outside of, you know, someone's basement. >> yeah. >> .with a, with a stop motion camera, it was, it was amazing to see that. and, and just to, just to kind of to be a part of that, just even for the three seasoos that i was there.3 i, i was so appreciative. and also just being frrm texas, i think when i first started, there was an episode they were working on my first day, which was this episode called new cowboy on thh block. and greg daniels, too, i can't, an'ttforget greg because ggeggwas actually the one who brought me in that day. >> yeah. >> .to that episode they wweee they were rewriting it. and when i had met with greg f

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i feel like we might disagree on this, but i feel that his -- i don't know. ilevels of testosterone his -- i make things medical advice up in my head. but i feel like his hormonal level has balanced. i feel he's adjusted more. i mean it might not be chemical. >> that's what i think it is. >> he's adapted more. >> you physically going through all that, when you get pumped full of hormones and testosterone you aren't as balanced as you like to be. >> most men, it happened when they're teenager and they have a long time to get used to it. for me it happened at 40 and i had to adjust to having a new range of emotions that i didn't have before. >> we'll have a short break. when we come back, i want to get to the nitty-gritty. are you going to get married now. >> oh, my goodness. >> and i don't know, children? can we talk about children? >> sure. >> sure. [ horn ] now we're hittin' the road with the proglide challenge. tall guy -- come on up here! so which razor do you use? the mach3 turbo. it's smooth, it's a close shave. i'm a creature of habit. it's a face-off! ma

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was, i guess what you would call a classic tomboy. what i would say was -- i was really a boy. i felt like a boy and my friends were all boys and i was comfortable in that space in school from ages probably, you know, 6 through 10, 11. and then as i started to get older and about to head into puberty, things started to get difficult. expectations of how a young lady should act started to creep in and then of course i hit puberty and my body just started to transform in a way that was exactly the opposite of what i wanted it to do. >> were you mature enough to understand that this transformation wasn't right for you? or did you just feel odd? >> it felt like it wasn't right for me, but at that point i didn't know about, you know, being transgender. i didn't know people could transition. i had no idea. i just knew something felt incredibly wrong and what was happening to me, particularly -- i was very aware of my breasts and that they just felt wrong on my body and that i always tried to de-emphasize in every way. wear baggy shirts and really try to de-emphasize them in every way i